First of all I'm so,so very sorry for writing after such a long time..But to tell you the truth I haven't had what I would call "My Time" for myself,so that I could cozily sit down and drown in different thoughts to later write on it.Lately,I've been very busy..and today I plan to share the reason with my readers too..
I've always been this obedient,always listening to parents and letting them decide for me(in case of education) whats right for me and I did as they expected of me till a while back.But you see everyone has an independent self within and at one point,life's major decisions should solely be based on one's own will.By saying this I don't wish to demean in anyway that taking advice and following them is bad,No! not at all,but you see what I mean is somethings should be of your own.
My father is very persistent by nature towards anything related to fashion world or the glamour world.He has his own reasons which I'm not going to elaborate on..nevertheless,I had the big work of persuading him to agree on something that I want to do of my own will.
When you're always being told what to do next and after that,at one point you tend to grow an irritation against the thought to always being advised,a similar thing happened with me.I had been keeping it within me all long,long enough to that point when one day I couldn't any longer retain it,I had to do something about it.
Human emotions,specially tears of unhappiness is always on active mode,ready to flow out every now and then.I cried out..Yes! a lot lot.
And finally when I gathered up all the courage,I simply went up to my father to tell him what I've decided to do,in life."I want to study jewelry designing,Papa" said it crystal clear and to the point.I knew well what his instant reaction would be and I was all up for it.
The arching of brow always signifies something bad ahead,and that proved when he replied,"No,there is nothing there in all these,you must study relating to commerce and business,Company Secretary or Chartered.I'm never going to permit it"
I knew if not now then never,I burst out crying and that's when I saw a change of expression on him.Truly he adores me,and I know this is bad but I saw no other option but to take advantage of it.I said all emotional stuff and mixed full on tears,with just one goal in mind,'somehow,I gotto make him say yes!'
He was already melting when my mom,like my knight in shinning armor came at my rescue.She has always had the upper hand in everything.Though,she is strict but she is extremely softhearted and understood my point.She really does good job at explaining and she did for me as well.And Voila! he said "Okay!"
On the very next day I enrolled into a designing school,I couldn't risk for him to change his mind.Who knows,right?
I know its a lot of risk that I'm taking,not belonging to jewelry background yet dropping off everything to pursue it.But life is full of risks and truly I don't want to live with regrets.Maybe I won't succeed or maybe I will,and if its the former,at least I will not have any regrets,that I could but didn't even try.
So here,now you know,what kept me busy it wasn't as easy writing about it as doing it.I was emotionally stressed out and contemplating the idea over and over again.And now I'm working very hard towards it.I do have faith in myself so I hope I succeed,fingers crossed!
I've always been this obedient,always listening to parents and letting them decide for me(in case of education) whats right for me and I did as they expected of me till a while back.But you see everyone has an independent self within and at one point,life's major decisions should solely be based on one's own will.By saying this I don't wish to demean in anyway that taking advice and following them is bad,No! not at all,but you see what I mean is somethings should be of your own.
My father is very persistent by nature towards anything related to fashion world or the glamour world.He has his own reasons which I'm not going to elaborate on..nevertheless,I had the big work of persuading him to agree on something that I want to do of my own will.
When you're always being told what to do next and after that,at one point you tend to grow an irritation against the thought to always being advised,a similar thing happened with me.I had been keeping it within me all long,long enough to that point when one day I couldn't any longer retain it,I had to do something about it.
Human emotions,specially tears of unhappiness is always on active mode,ready to flow out every now and then.I cried out..Yes! a lot lot.
And finally when I gathered up all the courage,I simply went up to my father to tell him what I've decided to do,in life."I want to study jewelry designing,Papa" said it crystal clear and to the point.I knew well what his instant reaction would be and I was all up for it.
The arching of brow always signifies something bad ahead,and that proved when he replied,"No,there is nothing there in all these,you must study relating to commerce and business,Company Secretary or Chartered.I'm never going to permit it"
I knew if not now then never,I burst out crying and that's when I saw a change of expression on him.Truly he adores me,and I know this is bad but I saw no other option but to take advantage of it.I said all emotional stuff and mixed full on tears,with just one goal in mind,'somehow,I gotto make him say yes!'
He was already melting when my mom,like my knight in shinning armor came at my rescue.She has always had the upper hand in everything.Though,she is strict but she is extremely softhearted and understood my point.She really does good job at explaining and she did for me as well.And Voila! he said "Okay!"
On the very next day I enrolled into a designing school,I couldn't risk for him to change his mind.Who knows,right?
I know its a lot of risk that I'm taking,not belonging to jewelry background yet dropping off everything to pursue it.But life is full of risks and truly I don't want to live with regrets.Maybe I won't succeed or maybe I will,and if its the former,at least I will not have any regrets,that I could but didn't even try.
So here,now you know,what kept me busy it wasn't as easy writing about it as doing it.I was emotionally stressed out and contemplating the idea over and over again.And now I'm working very hard towards it.I do have faith in myself so I hope I succeed,fingers crossed!
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