Dream / Reality ?

Sitting by the window,my mind goes wandering,
Letting my thoughts bleed onto the faded pages,
Writing with an invisible ink and words of healing,
Deep within holding onto the last pieces,
Hope and Faith leads my way,
Even when the sand of memories are slipping away,
Searching for the ray of light in the darkest corners,
Longing to turn my nightmares into beautiful dream,
Blinded by lies and unspeakable pain,
Darkness ensuing,losing the dawn to the dusk,
Silence creeps up the walls of my mind,
Trying to invade my melancholy state,
What is it I'm losing? That I'm trying so hard to keep,
Why does it feel like I'm all alone?
Alone! Standing on a lonely bridge,
And its only crickets and the sound of stream accompanying,
Moon and stars play hide and seek with the fluffy clouds,
I'm losing my sight in the dark night rain,
No one is looking for me,I feel so lost,
No bread crumbs;no footprints on the ground
My mind numb,and my body feels weak
I want someone to hold my hand and lead my way
Back to my warm room,where I sit by the window
Caressing me and washing away the pain
Searching for the rabbit hole to sneak out from this horrid world,
Just then a faint voice calling out my name,
And I walk back from dream world to reality,
'Just a bad dream',I tell myself,
Its all my curious heart and mind playing tricks,
Trying to figure out whats better 'The Dream' or 'The Reality',
Gazing one last time,my emotions recollect in the sudden tranquility,
Those unsaid words which is just left behind in the dark reality/dream!

P.S Dedicated to Arjun Singh Chhabra....